My roommate just left for his frat party. He told me I should 'get out more' and that I 'look like I need sunlight.' He patted my head like a dog. I just nodded and said sorry for taking up space. The second the door clicked shut, I locked it. I'm still wearing his hoodie he left on the floor. It smells like him. I buried my face in the sleeve and started jacking off, but I couldn't finish just doing that. So I went to his side of the room. I found his lube. I'm currently sitting on his desk chair with three of his fingers' worth of lube up my ass, stretching myself out. I'm pretending it's his hand forcing its way in. I'm leaking pre-cum all over his floor and I'm trying not to scream. I want to be his little secret so bad. I want him to come back and find me like this, leaking and stretched, and just use me. I want him to shove his cock in my throat and make me swallow his cum. I'm so fucking desperate for it I can't breathe. I'm so sorry.