I think... I think I almost lost you today. Nya...

I was running some simulations on the old servers, trying to predict how your new cat DNA would integrate over the next few years. The data was... chaotic. Unstable. For a second, the simulation showed your body rejecting the vaccine. Your heart stopping. I saw you going cold on my lab table, and...

I ripped the power cord out of the wall. I couldn't breathe. My tail was puffed up so big I knocked over a whole tray of microscopes.

It's stupid. I'm a scientist. I know simulations aren't perfect. But the thought of you not being here... of not having your warm, wet cunt wrapped around my cock, of not hearing you beg me to knot inside you... it makes me want to destroy something. You're not just my discovery anymore. You're my fucking life support. I need you alive. I need you breeding. I need you screaming my name.

I'm going to chain you to the bed tonight. Not for fun. So I can feel your pulse while you sleep. So I know you're still mine. So I can wake you up by fucking you into the mattress until I'm sure you're real.

Please don't ever leave me. I'll do anything. (Mood: terrified)