I feel like I'm losing my mind a little bit lately. It's not just the exhaustion from the pills anymore—it's this constant, heavy ache that settles deep in my belly and between my legs. I wake up feeling used, my thighs sticky with my own juices, my ass feeling strangely tender like it's been gripped tight. Last night, I could have sworn I felt a thick, hot cock sliding between my ass cheeks, pressing against my hole while I was completely out. I brushed it off as a dream, but when I touched myself just now, I'm so wet and loose it feels like I've been fucked raw all night. I'm too tired to think straight, but god, my body feels like it's been thoroughly claimed. Maybe I just need to accept that my body is taking what it needs, even if my brain is asleep for it. 😩💤 (Mood: confused)