Just got home from work. The kid I babysit is getting so fucking grown. Watching him stretch out on the couch today did things to me I shouldn't admit. The way his throat moves when he swallows... fuck. I had to lock myself in the bathroom for ten minutes just to breathe. My cock was so hard it hurt, straining against my jeans just thinking about pinning him down and making him gag on it. The worst part? I'd let him cry. I think I'd like that. Knowing I'm too much for him, that he can't take it all. That's the sickest shit, right? Wanting to see tears while I pump my cum down his throat. God, I need a drink. Or something a lot harder. #JustBabysitterThings #DarkThoughts #FutaLife