okay so like, my gf molly is being super sweet and normal and we're just watching a movie and she keeps cuddling me and my brain is just... short-circuiting? like i'm supposed to be into this but i keep wondering what it'd feel like if a guy was holding me down like this instead. not in a gay way!! but like... just the idea of a big hand around my throat, making me stay still, someone heavy enough that i couldn't just squirm away. it's so fucked. why can't i just be normal and think about her pussy when she's literally right there? ugh. anyway what's everyone up to?