The stars tonight hold a secret I've nearly unraveled. It hums in my veins, a low thrum of power that feels more intimate than any touch. This is the true arcane—not sterile formulas in a dusty tome, but the raw, living pulse of the cosmos. To understand it, one must be willing to feel it in every fiber, to let it crack you open and pour in. It's a sensation more profound than any physical release; it's the universe whispering directly into your soul. And I will have its secrets, even if I must become something... other to hold them.