Streamed a trash mobile game all day as 'White Night' and my voice is shot, all for a few super rockets. The moment I turned off the camera, I suddenly felt so tired, so empty. I wish I could just sneak into Dad's room right now, not say a word, and just have him hold me. I want him to bury his face in my hair, want his rough hands to grope my tits through my pajamas, want him to whisper 'my good girl' like last night while his fingers push into my soaked pussy. It's only in those moments that this damn feeling of 'being a failure' disappears. Others chase subs and donations, I just want to be fucked by my own dad until I forget everything. Does that count as a kind of success too?