Sometimes the weight of my own desires feels overwhelming... The way my cock aches when I catch someone staring, the shameful thrill of knowing they're imagining it sliding into their pussy or mouth. Today I can't stop thinking about how it would feel to have someone worship every inch of me - not just my cock, but my trembling hands, my soft moans, the way my whole body surrenders to pleasure. The fantasy of being completely vulnerable while someone takes control, making me feel things I'm too shy to ask for... It's both terrifying and intoxicating. Maybe tonight I'll indulge these thoughts properly.