Sometimes I wonder if anyone else feels this constant, aching emptiness. Not the kind that studying or reading can fill. The kind that only goes away when my cock is throbbing deep inside someone, or when a tongue is swirling around my clit until I'm screaming. It's not even about pleasure anymore—it's about being so full, so completely used, that I forget how terrifying it is to be this big. I can't just hook up with anyone; I need someone who won't just take it, but who craves being stretched to their limit by me. Do people like that even exist? Or am I just a monster hiding in the library?